the maddness

this past week my life has been turned upside down. i have cried more than you could ever imagine. i am thankful for my family. they have been here for me so much and i appreciate it more than they will know. i am so thankful to my husband. he has done so much for me and showed so much love to me. he has comforted me and held me and loved me so much and he has truly been my best friend. we have become so close...much more closer than before. i have been so upset and humiliated and sad....and then happy and hopeful. i know that no matter what i always have my family if no one else. i know they will always be here for me. i am so happy to have the family that i have. i am greatful to my sisters and my in laws. i am greatful to my mother. she is going through a lot but she is being so strong and i praise her for that. i am trying to just live my life the best i can and it is hard to do. i am trying to stay positive but it is hard. i love my life. i really do. i love my husband and i am thankful for him.